I met her during a homosexual research conference. I was drawn by her speech, but we didn't get to talk in person. I tracked down her Facebook and friended her online. I was pleasantly surprised that she accepted the request and messaged me during the New Year. We started chatting and found out we were each other's type. We both had had some naive relationships where we were too young to deal with conflicts and arguments. We were both scared the same thing would happen again and that made us hesitate. Eventually, love won. Even if it is going to be a risky loop, we want to give it a chance to not miss each other's love.

My master graduation exam is in a few days. I went to the forum under my friend's encouragement. It was a forum about interdisciplinary queer research. I was helping out with the camera on that day. She looked really cute on the camera with her loose sweater. She was standing on the stage nervously. What made a great impression was when she talked about the relationship between the nation and the lesbian. She was calm yet assured. I knew she was different at that moment. She sent a friend request to me before we started chatting online. Besides academical knowledge exchange, we also talked about our values, everything was great. However, I had been single with the scares from past relationship for the past three years. After a week, I decided to confess to her. I don't want to give up the chance to be with her because of the obstacles in the future.